early morning

yippee! its a bright sunny morning! too bad the blinds are coverin the windows and im only making an assumption... but oh well... the sun does rise in the morn hor? :D:D so... had a dreadful night as i couldnt sleep till maybe 3 or 4am. Just kept turnin around in bed with thoughts floodin my head and thinkin of all kindsa things. One thought was that we havent thanked the teachers for their help thruout this year. yea and i kept sheddin tears as a yawned incessantly. as a result my nose got all blocked. sian... and to worsen things i got a friggin headache! well... i tried all kinds of sleeping positions but didnt work... and i kept on havin to pull my shirt back down again coz when i kept on turnin around it would so irritatingly roll up. arghz. and so puffy eyed me got up for awhile(2 seconds), den lay down again. dis time i shut off all thoughts and tried to do some... meditation? tried to... force myself to sleep? like imagine myself drifting off or wadeva.. cant explain it.. but it sorta worked! before i dozed off i wondered if i shd have tried out the traditional milk method =/

Oh yea before i forget, and in case anyone does, go do the survey/feedback thingy for CDP at IVLE. back to topic.. i watched a recorded movie yesterday, and it was one of the very bestesty cheena movies ive watched so far. its 'casino raiders' acted by andy lau and wang jie. SO TOUCHING man... i cried like dunno how many times... no wonder i teared more easily than usual last night when i was tired. It shows the love of the father for his child, the willingness to cut off his gambling right hand just to save his super cute daughter. wahaha so cute man the little girl... chubby and big eyes. in the beginning she was chained up by some ah ma... so bad :( so she got all defensive and when she was eatin noodles and wang jie(the dad) wanted to clean her mouth, she took the fork and posed defensively with noodles still hanging outta her moutH!!! omg burst out laughing man... yea... and it also shows touching scenes btw andy lau and his lover... how they love each other so much that they sacrifice. Under pursuit by those secret societies, she knocked andy lau out and let him drift off in a boat, leaving herself behind to hold them off, when she already had a broken leg. :'((((( in the end SHE DIED, and the expression on andy lau's face as he turned back and saw her gettin beaten to death just made tears flow uncontrollably. Andy lau got blinded... and this is when perseverance is shown, where even a blind person and a one-hand gambler can come back for revenge, and ultimately win! okie summary over lol... super nice show la.. i wont overwrite this show and 'dong fang bu bai' for sometime man... worth seeing many times. ;)

sianz.. recently got abit of bloggin spirit back.. dunno why. maybe coz the games ive been playin have all lost their novelty. bleahz. any new games to play?!?! i still havent download maplestory coz it takes ages to do so... arghz. and tagboard aint working!!!! i dunno.. for 3 days le. sighzzzz. did facial yesterday and i realised that i cant keep my mouth close when the mask hardens... me mouth will auto open wan coz the mask makes ur whole face so bluudy tight. first u rub ur face with some facial wash that has sediments in it to clean and open the pores, den u wash it off and put on the mask to tighten the pores. cool huh. -_- den u have to wait for it to dryyy, and i went to do some chattin on msn WITHOUT SPECS while waiting. The whole thingy took about 30 - 40 minutes, den i went to bathe straight away to wash it off. haiz, can see im runnin outta topic to talk off le. Later steel got remedial at 1pm!! and yup this time i didnt see the time wrongly, its 1300 hours, 1pm! not 1.30 pm like i saw it last time LOL. cya guys there, ciao

sian hsien