Wednesday, October 27, 2004

thou has come too far to let go..

Ok quite a few issues have happened recently. First, my Ez link card got confiscated by the OM coz i walked right into him with my long hair, 2nd the discovery that Free Access Room 213 has warcraft 3, 3rd the numerous AVA commitments that have agitated me a little, 4th Shawn leaving AJC, and 5th, Vanessa's decision to go poly, and 6th the TABOO game. Plz read to the end.

The first issue confirms the OM's stupidity. He confiscated my ez link, and told me to see him the next day. I didnt, and it dragged to the next week. I was drinking milo while walking to LT3, and bumped into that old man again, and he asked 'boy gimme ur card'(the same thing he said, and always says... his vocab sux..) AND HIS MEMORY TOO! LOL i laughed right in his face and said 'i gave u already' :P Then he asked 'when are u supposed to see me?' (it was supposed to be the next day after he caught me but he forgot apparently), so i said 'today lor' wahahha damn funny. Anyway he asked me to cut again! and that was when i decided using coins to take bus -_- wadeva, i dun like short hair.. i look weird in it.

WOWOW which computer genius/genuises installed warcraft 3 on the pc's, but that sure rox man. Every break i would rush with sky, yijun to play it! and i even ponned 2 lessons to play man... SHHH :D I am addicted to spider solitaire!!! ITS SO FUN AND IT MAKES U THINK!! lovely strategy/thinking game, i even played it till late in the night.

AVA is a slack cca, but u get to slack till very late in school being involved in events... a specific example: today, in the morning, i had samba drums. Now this event probably made me angry for the first time in AJC. I helped set up the equipment in the band room, and went out to play chess with qinxue. Gideon rox, he skipped his poetry workshop when the instructor told the ppl to stand up and close their eyes wahahha. So we were there playing chess, and few teachers questioned us, but we easily got away with the fact that we were AVA ppl. Then this teacher came along, and kept pressing us, finding faults PURPOSELY, relentless in arguing and proving us wrong, just for the sake of arguing, so i niaoed her back, and she got pissed. Naturally under such oppressive and insulting conditions, one's face would turn black, and mine did, and she wasnt happy about that... (isnt it my face? well..teachers haf the right man..) and so there went the principal threat or wadeva... sure go tell him my face turned black..

Ok here's a big issue: Shawn leaving AJC and the whole thing about attendance. Yes Shawn definitely has the benifit of doubt like Georgia pointed out, and i believe he has his reasons, for noone would want to skip school with 34/04 around :D But yet again, nothing can be known if he doesnt really mention the real reason. Yea some ppl's immune system are weak, and they fall ill, so that cannot be blamed. But apparently the school rules seem to restrict an overload of MCs/parents letters. Shawn was on the top for term 3 and 4, with 16 absences, next was sky, with 8, then dwayne with 6 and vanessa with 5. I believe that everyone can come to school, its all a matter of endurance, and the will to push urself. If such a will is present, no sickness can stop u. yes i agree school can be boring sometimes, and its not like i totally dont get sick, but i still come, coz there are friends there, and pw group might need me... other than that, i juz adopt a positive thinking and yea.. dunno how to further say it, but other than exercising more and taking multi vitamins, lets all improve together :D

continuing from just now, which i deviated from the original point of shawn leaving AJC, i believe that its really really sad. First Yiting, Kay Yin. Then Cindy, Hwee sian. Next Eric who decided wrongly, and regretted. who else? i simply cant remember... our class is truely unique... now its shawn.. sigh. I wont say that he is angelic, everyone has his/her bad points, but he is a good friend of mine (at least i treat him as one :) ), and ill always remember him, as part of 34/04, as how friends should really be, unbroken by time and distance. Shawn, its gonna be real tough for u as the memories flood back, good or bad. But AJC will definitely leave a mark in ur life, for u to look back upon(we can always go train sometime :) ) The class will miss u... sigh.. its tragic that it has come down to this, but if u feel its a load off ur heart, i respect ur decision... farewell friend.. :'(

Vanessa!! Going to poly?! oh god if ur reading this PLZ re-consider. first, a true-life example is right in front of ur eyes: ERIC! he decided to go poly coz the routine and stresses of study life in AJ were too much, and he though he could find better, more friendly ppl in poly, and that the stress would be less. Though both haf their goods/bads, im in favour of JC, and i hope my thoughts can influence urs. Firstly, feedback from eric is that poly ppl arent of that 'intellectual level', and he finds it hard to communicate with them. This could be true, but there are definitely those bright sparks inside. The ppl are mostly 'ah bengs' who arent very nice... aside from that, u'll have to make new friends again! It isnt easy fitting into a new environment again and getting ppl to noe u as they do now... and u might never know what kinda ppl u will meet.. true if u dont explore, ull never meet new friends, but all the alienation and loneliness stuff might arise again, and the settling into a class isnt easy too. Second, Poly is not an easier route. Project work is stressful, and on top of that there are numerous tests as well, and lessons can drag till very very late, with many breaks - waste of time. True, the wearing of home clothes thing is cool, but the disadvantages far outweight that. 3Rd, u have found such a lovely class: 3404, a most unique and special class which is ever so lively, encouraging, understanding, caring and joyous, a united class of friendship,surely u wouldnt bear to leave it, and AJC, where all ur dear friends are! That feeling is like flesh being torn from you, and ERIC sure felt that. He wailed 'hsien why didnt u lock me up and stop me!?' he realised that AJ is his true home where all his friends reside, and he really regretted his decision. Another thing: track and training, yea, on ur own u wouldnt get the motivation to train, thus track is like a compulsory training so... yea.

But yet u may argue that if ur happy, why not. yea, eric said that too, and i told him to 'pursue his dreams, and if it makes u happy, carry on'. Maybe its all in the decisiveness.. maybe he couldnt make up his mind... i dunno about u vanessa, but ... if its for happiness.. i cannot refute that point coz happiness is everything to a person. What makes u happy keeps u alive, and gets u going to greater heights. But it definitely will be a great impact to all ur friends, and yes tears will be shed. So wadeva u do, plz re-consider. Words typed out leave deeper impressions, and i hope this can leave u contemplating, and making a real decision. haha given ur command of language and intellect, u would definitely score in mass comm, yea... but choose wisely... :)

Ok the new game called TABOO, introduced by our GP teacher Ms Low, is damn fun haha. A game of guessing words through another's description, in which the describer cannot use certain words similar to the actual word to be guessed. Yea.. thought provoking, and through that many geniuses were revealed... like Mark, Gideon, and Dwayne who have great knowledge of the outside world. Ppl describe things differently too and its quite interesting to note. Yes i noe i love to gesture lol... haha vanessa was funny man... singing songs! anw.. mark and his impersonation of George Bush was great... haha a real entertainer... :) yup... ive blogged enough... its a super long entry, longest/2nd longest since that 'friends' post i made ages ago. As with this post, it addresses some important things, so plz take ur time to read, and enjoy.
Rock on forever 34/04, love everyone.





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